A Slave to Pause: Safe Mode

After man and a notebook travel through life, a story is born and captivates from the first poem. I am.I am in my being.I am who I am.I need you to love me tonight.I can give you my being.I live for your loving.You are a beautiful creature.If you give me your love I will be another being.The man does find love but finds inner conflict and can't seem to make the relationship work. After the breakup, the man goes in to a deep depression and seeks spiritual help to recover.Obscure PlaceAlone I stare into the haze of the confusion called my life.Hatred builds inside, swells deeper and crashes violently on my soul.Insecurity self worth engage in a downward spiral, making me doubt my thoughts.Fatigue violent fights with an unwilling body, I struggle to deny what lies inside.Wanting that which is not mine, I need a love that does not exist.Desperately falling in love, falling in hate, falling away from the truth into a world I create.He is actually given a response from God. As he is editing the book on his computer, he wakes up one morning to find two unique poems in his book that were not there the night before.When you come up blank, search your soul.It is only through me that you can fill the hole.Your insides mean everything.I grasp your pain.The prayers you give me are not in vain.I believe in me, trust in me.I do not trust the thing you see.When life comes crashing down and your head is filled with sound, faith can draw you near.I will speak inside so you can hear, knowing me will set you free.I will whisper in your soul.I will fill in that gaping hole.Silence brings peace when you listen to me.This world is but a place, death will not erase.The things you say will not go away.The choices you make let them be for my sake.Every ounce, every measure, you cry and fly at sky pleasure.No one knows what space will bring, the truth is without me it doesn't mean a thing.If you want to see my face, remember your words will not be erase.Please choose them wisely, make them stick, live and breathe by the ones you pick.The man finishes the book with help from the Holy Spirit. Together, they explore the concept of forward through and decide to find works for believe. Read more